I Keep Reminding Myself That I Won't Be in Florida Forever

 What if Angie's right?

 I've been told repeatedly that life outside the warehouse is much different but what if Angie's right?  The same vicious malicious children they employ throughout the warehouse are the same kind of people who work throughout the company?

There's a Fred Bing out there who continues to succeed, because as he often brags "nothing ever comes back on Fred Bing."  So there are countless supervisors out there who turn their work over to subordinates and/or blame them when they drop the ball.  Or another Jason Dranchak who decides it's okay to call me stupid after I finish shipping over 1,000 cases cuz he doesn't know how the fuck to do it himself.  Or someone like Caven who doesn't give a fuck as long as he looks good and  doesn't have corporate looking at what he does.  Never mind, if you're actually doing the right thing it shouldn't matter if your superiors look at your work, hello? Or again, someone like Caven who's easily threatened cuz he knows he's been bullshitting.

Whatever, I can't stand the people in the warehouse, (and even worse, I have zero respect for them) they can't stand me, and I keep hoping that the people who've said life's better outside the warehouse are right...but in the end does it matter?  My supervisors, with Caven's blessing and assistance, are gonna make sure I never move from where I am.   Which ultimately, isn't so bad, cuz I still get my benefits and retirement and the like -  I'm just not good at being two-faced, it wears me out, and that's what I have to do every day with these idiot children.

Sux Big Time!! 

I"ve been a self-identified OUT lesbian doing her thing for how long now?  I specifically moved down her for a lesbian (granted a psycho drug addict lesbian) and through it all, all the cameras and the insults and the breaking and entry and theft and vandalism and the tapped phones I've been a self-identified lesbian doing her gay girl thing. Now that I'm living with a woman in an open lesbian relationship these idiot morons at work and out in the street are still saying nobody thinks you're gay, the men are still throwing themselves at me in hopes that I'll pay attention and the women have lost it.  Same thing I keep saying about and to these women - I didn't want you when you were constantly circling around me saying nobody wants me, I'm crazy, I'm faking, etc. Now that I have a girlfriend I want you even less (if that's even possible) So get the fuck up out of my face!!!

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